Just being half way to a million is sinking in hard. I have done so much to get to this point, it's hard to fathom a replication of the past 5 odd years. Only a few people in the world know the amount of dedication and time it has taken me to reach such an outrageous score already. I see no light at the end of the tunnel, so it will be interesting to see how I pick myself up and continue forward. It just seems like I'm starting from square one all over again. I have no idea how I'm going to pull it off. I'm just 498,763 shy of 1 million, no biggie. We are talking about something that is years in the making, it will not happen over night. Don't take this as a sign of weakness, I'm up for any challenge. I just know the path I've already taken and it may be too difficult for any one person to do all over again.